if i reload the program will that undo previous pauses and start from scratch?

if i reload the program will that undo previous pauses and start from scratch?
yes i can move the stepper
when i first load the program the start arrow is grey
so i checked out the clock next to it
see popup buble

Agreed, you should not have made a new post here. To answer your question though, no, your Grbl device is independent and ChiliPeppr is just control software. If your Grbl device is paused it is still paused when you reload ChiliPeppr. When in doubt, just type in serial commands in the lower left window. All ChiliPeppr does is send serial commands and interpret serial data coming back to it.